Fabijenna
"Let´s live, love,laugh and live the unconditional love"

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Brickeln, Schleswig-Holstein, Germany
61 - Female - Straight
Seeking: 45 - 64
Relationship Seeking:
LTR
Spoken Languages:
English, French, Greek, German, Russian,
Marital Status:
Divorced
Spiritual Beliefs:
Conscious/Spiritual
Dietary Preference:
Vegetarian
Drink?
I rarely drink
Tobacco?
I don’t smoke
420 Friendly:
No marijuana for me
Often Exercise:
1-2 days/week
Energy Level:
High
Education:
Bachelor/4 year degree
How Green?
Dark, Forest Green (very eco-savvy)
Political Views:
Other Views
Have Children?
I have no children
Want Children?
No, I don’t want any (more) kids
Living situation:
I live alone
Willing to relocate:
Yes
Sun Sign:
Gemini
Rising Sign:
Capricorn
Moon Sign:
Libra
Chinese Sign:
Not Sure
Ethnicity:
White
Height:
5’7-5’9 (1.70 m - 1.77 m)
Body Type:
A few extra pounds
Ayurvedic Body Type:
Not sure
Weight:
Prefer not to say
Hair Color:
Dark Brown
Hair Style:
Short Straight
Eye Color:
Other
Use eyewear?
I wear glasses

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Describe yourself (personality/attitude/passions/beliefs):

German Worldcitizen living in Greece and Bosnia (as universal soul feeling home everywhere in cosmos and on earth ;-) ) and let us see where my soul will guide me too, probably to you ? :-D
Hi dear Soul!
Thanks for visiting me! And wow I guess you need time for reading my "book" LOL!
I am on my way to become consciously fully the unconditional love and the light!
Love to live, laugh, love! To send a smile on every face I meet! : "Make sure that everyone is a little happier after meeting you."
I listen to what my soul is telling me and wanting me to do cause it is everytime the best for me and everybody and Mother Earth!
I am living a conscious life in joy and health, mostly free of old patterns, of karma and believing sentences. Extremely selfreflecting for creating a harmonic and peaceful environment!
Highly affectionate, empathic, compassionate and very sensitive for (and Others) Energies/vibrations. Only thinking in solutions and never in problems.
My passion is to support people to become independant by showing them the way to retrieve their born abilities to contact their soul and their body and more......so that they can have access to a reply of every question without any need of the outer world. I am doing that also by the given technic LIVE (given by the invisible world) in personal sessions with people to experience on their own what Is possible to get to know things behind the curtain, especially to get to know what Is their real cause of being sick and what is in need to become really healthy.

I AM, am living in full trust, more and more consciously and well knowing that I attract what I am! I know I will meet who and what is meant for me. And that will be definitely the best for me!
I am no more living in a world of personal dramas knowing that people who are making me problems are my own challenges to overcome, on my way to my full light, in 100% peace and love!
I retrieved and redevelopped my other senses and abilities we had to give up in our childhood to become fitted in this society. But now I am mostly living free of expectations and conditions that are pressing people and myself. I experienced I can change the world only by changing myself : Be the change you want to see in the world. And then spread this your energy!
I decided consciously to be a single from 2003-2017/18 for my spiritual growth since I discovered it in 2002. That raising up is very important for me cause it is the best benefit we can give to the world. And I needed the time for my change so that I can now meet the Special One I want , but knowing that before that I had to change to become the Same Kind of Person.

The heart energy of a human as well as it vibrance is noticeable for me over thousands of miles away and I use my third eye as well for feeling if a person is a right one for me.
I am no more a part of a herd, completely out of the conditioned society. Therefore I don't read any newspapers, watch no TV and don' t listen to the radio news. I am a vegetarian for 9 years , was one year vegan because of getting better in health, learnt a lot of things for better health and alternative medicine and never stop learning more!
The one I can trust everytime if I have to decide something and don´t know what to do is my soul /higher self I have a veeery good connection to!

I am happy when living close to the nature. I do actually on a cyclade island with a view to the highest point of 700m, the Profiti Ilias and to the islands of Antiparos and Paros and animals around and I do in Bosnia near the pyramids and tunnel there in Visoko, with view to the pyramid of the sun, where my soul crazily wanted me to buy a house there in december 2018 . Both are energetic places for me where I love to do my Zen-meditations too!

Only C-unvaxxed preferred since I see the health problems between couples where one is vaxxed and the other one isn't.

If it is meant to be we will meet! And if it is wanted by my soul I would also relocate for that special connection to that special one.
Thanks for visiting me!
Have a good time with health, a lot of development, love and joy!
I wish you all the best, love and light!
And may you find what you are seeking!
Be Happy!
Fabijenna


P.S.
Incidentally: fakes with dishonest intentions have no chance because my soul clearly tells me the truth about what I am told and I know IMMEDIATELY if its a fake:-D

Describe the type of person you'd like to meet:

ONLY NON-COVID-VACCINATED MAN!!!
I don't seek! I will meet who is meant for me!
I know it will be a soul mate of another lifetime to continue our journey, at the right time when we are ready.
I like to meet an openminded person who is on a spiritual path with a loooot of humour, compassion and love: To people, all animals and mother Earth and our universe. Who is emotionally available, interested in a relationship of deep respect, trust and depth and real (=unconditional) love. Who let go expectations and conditions in a relationship. Who loves to grow and develop with me and intensively lives the moments as I do/want too. And who is curious about what we will also experience behind the curtain on our path. Who is self-reflecting instead of making trouble and stress in a relationship, with whom I can maintain good communication and be able to talk through issues, even when this is difficult, but also be in silence, for expanding our vibration and feeling abilities. Who sees problems as a challenge that have to be overcome, within ourself. And who is willing to put in work to make the relationship successful. A peaceful person who stopped (pre)judging. A loving, kind, honest,self-confident, authentic (watch my question about conscious dating), optimistic and honest man who is able to remark the wonders around.
I only prefer someone who doesnt also want to get to know someone who searchs for and is experienced in casual intimacy or a polyamorous connection cause I will feel the mix of "him and his 2-3 last casual intimicies" cause I am very sensitive of various energies and I want to and decide on my own what kind of energies (and people) I invite into my closest space, not a lot of people are invited to in my private space as well!
I like to get to know someone with a lot of humour and who also loves to laugh about himself and who does not accept "it is not possible" as I do! Would be very nice when he loves to travel and also loves Europe where I am living in 3 countries.
I once could experience the real energetic connection of two people, feeling ONE in the energy (and that was not in a sexual unification) , so that will be really MAGIC....Let´s see what will be possible!
The man I love to meet has not to be very developed in spirituality but he has definitely be opened to it and started his way there. Absolute no-goes: smoker (you have to be opened to stop smoking), hunter, loving violence of each kind!
Would be very nice to meet someone who likes to live in Nature who loves to live in a good Environment with own water supply, using alternative Energies or free Energy for the House, an ecological House, reconditioning wastewater into reusable freshwater, probably with growing food on our own to be sure that it is organic and I Love bees , trying to make our home self sufficient, becoming a beekeeper but for raw honey and letting them the most of the honey. Super if we share the same values and expand our joy together! :-) and that you like to be together with a person full of joy, playfulness, passion, happiness, activity, lots of ideas, flexibility, thurst for knowledge and encreasing my vibration/frequency, humour but also seriousness and compassion.

I am a vegetarian, yes, but I cook for everybody: vegan and omnivore and ... too.

The most important for me is to feel deeply touched when getting to know each other and to feel a strong heart energy flowing.

But: Only C-unvaxxed preferred since I see the health problems between couples where one is vaxxed and the other one isn't. And who hopefully has not have sex or kisses with a vaccinated person cause of the spike proteins jumping to your body and damaging a looot too!

Describe the ideal relationship:

Growing with and supporting each other in deep respect, trust, passion and love.
Where we don´t want to change each other but seeing each other for who we are.
A very opened relationship (I mean mentally, emotionally, spiritually and not in the way of changing permanently the partners - am 100% monogamous .) and that allows to look on the deepest part of our souls and with no tabus to talk about or what is going on within us. I know that it exposes the most vulnerable part of us, but it will never be my intention to hurt!!
A connection that is not used or needed to fill holes/needs in us but to support each other to overcome that makes us suffering and to grow together.
And a relationship where we create a holy and supportive togetherness with best vibrations, where is space in closeness where two people can grow and blossom together but without loosing their uniqueness and identity.

What should a great date consist of?

Please just be yourself!
Not important where to meet but where are not too much people and where its not loud, much less about what we are doing but meeting us in special moments, enjoying our company. A meeting with laughter and fun and openness, feeling a strong heart energy flowing in my heartchakra, a good wavelength and the possibility to watch into clear eyes that allow to see the souls deepest points, loosing each other in the others eyes - for letting us forget everything around us and letting us ask: Oh we are not alone here??? :-D
And if there comes the feeling up as if we know each other for a long time, that would be great!

Describe your work/business and what it means to you:

Only living a life of joy means also "working" joy :-) . I quit 11 years ago the "normal business life" by starting to "work" in topics that fulfill me and fill me with joy. My soul helped me to find a "markethole" to combine my abilities and special knowledges in the best way and that allows me to work as a consultant from everywhere in the world. My aim is everytime to achieve peaceful agreements, the best is creating Win-Win-situations, between my clients (mostly public institutions) and their other parties (mostly architects, engineers and building companies) they have problems with to go on working together in peace. Sometimes it is combined with mediating. And the other part of my "Work" is of spiritual kind, to support people to become completely independant and happy and to act as an alternative "doctor"!

Share something unusual or extra special about yourself:

I am as special as everybody is, I am a part of the biiiig mosaic of individual beings making the whole picture of existance sooo colourful and magic.

What do you like to do for fun/activities?

Fun is where joy is with me and with others and with animals and in the nature as well as within myself..
Love to develop my spirituality.
I love to love and to expand it in an unconditional way, but also not forgetting to love myself! I believe that if I am not loving myself I am not really able to give love! Thats why I also pay close attention to who is allowed to enter my private room and space, so that I also feel very good energetically.
Love to make people smile and happy and feel them better!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love to walk in nature, to go swimming, watch and listen and talk to animals, trees and fauna, love to dance, love to sing.
Love going by bike (but not in mountains). And doing some yoga.
Love listening to music , am crazy about making fotos , love cooking , reading, tap dance and in general dancing and meditating (Zen-meditation).
Love intensive and deep talks but also the silence.
Love writing (poems or humorous things), being creative f.e. by painting, writing poems ( love them creating ambiguous, maybe that's why I have a penchant for cabaret ), other arts, am very interested in in free energy and more technical things . Love to work with my hands, love to do /realize things that haven't been done before (probably cause I love to think on my own and sometimes not that was prethought or pretought).
Love to live, laugh and love!!!!! with passion!!!
I love to travel and experience other cultures and people .
I love to share with people how to live a happier life, generally I love to share.
And love to share with (probably) YOU too!

What does being *conscious* mean to you?

To be aware of my thoughts and actions and that this energy is creating my life. That includes to practise "words-hygiene" (and thoughts-hygiene) to be aware of what I am creating, for a loving relationship but also to all kind of relationships. So never somebody else is responsable for my life but only me!
Knowing what I have been in the past was a Person made by outer conditioning, traditions, expectations I followed and not really made by and developped out of my real self so that has been an unconscious Person.
And it is a life in the presence knowing that only in the present moment is real life, not in the past, not in the future.
Knowing that we are spirit. That we are one that also means that we are (have been) everything because we wanted to learn and that is one reason why there is nothing to judge but to have compassion because we have been (and are) the bad guy as well as the good guy. And for me this ends in a decision: to go further on to light or not.

What types of healing modalities do you practice or would you like to learn?

I do Quantum Healing, I am a ThetaHealing Practioner, do Yager therapy and currently study reincarnation therapy (a la Dr. Brian Weiss) activated my Selfhealing abilities, I practise HUESA (that is the Academy of Human Universal Energy and Spirituality) and some technics from Dr. Klinghardt, I do morphogenetic field readings, LIVE-sessions (the last two ones are my tools to communicate with the invisible world), daily meditation, breathing technics and some yoga and surely will learn more I am very opened to. I like to learn Thai CHi. My soul will definitely guide me!

How are you environmentally conscious & what are you doing to help the planet?

I am taking care of what and how I am buying, it has to be good for me , my animals, my family and the planet.
In my house doesn´t exist anything of poisoning things for cleaning or washing etc. I create my own tooth paste, shower gel, soap, shampoo, cleaning fluid, washing fluid, body and skin cream, aloe vera and arnic cream, after bite (mosquito and others) refillings, deodorants, air fresher, sunprotecting cream, mosquito protection for body and more.... I avoid plastic. I plant my own herbs and some vegetables on my greek ground and harvest my own lemons, figs and olives and create my own biological liqueur :-) . And for sure I separate trash, I reuse or avoid packages I got in markets, collect plant waste in kitchen for feeding neighbours animals, compost, create and use biological furtilizer, take care of using water and the waste water, did experiments and workshops in free energy , am interested in doing more in free-energy-technologies, do successfully experiments in fuel reduction only by consciousness. Regularly I help cleaning the island where I am living, never throw trash into the nature, when possible grow my own food in my gardens (rocket, potatoes, tomatoes, broccoli, herbs, fresh onions,...) and a lot of times produce my own cheese.
Am supporting some groups, do energy work for the planet.
And once cause of a call of my Soul I Made movie that was shown Here on the Island for several Times. Here is the Link, it is spoken there by me in greek language but you will understand it, I am sure:
https://youtu.be/Fm0A0FgDJbY (also with personal information there for you ;-) )

But my friends say that my voice is a bit strange there. I think because of the greek I was not able to speak very well at that time.

What is the top priority in your life right now?

only following my soul and my way to be able to express myself 100% of what we really are: the light and love!

Where do you see yourself 5 years from today?

...closer to being 100% the light and pure (unconditional) love, consciously.

What type of travel do you enjoy?

I like to go on discovering the world.
I love Tasmania and New Zealand , went there to South New Zealand 5 years ago and travelled around there by a selfcontained camper for 4 weeks, and my suitcase which I take with me for 5 years from Greece to Bosnia and back 4 times a year , is prepared for one more longer travel there, now also to North New Zealand, immediately when it will be a good idea for me., I guess next year, but then for 3 months with stop before on Fidji Islands and back to Tasmania.

But also want to get to know Canada (the whales are waiting for me near Vancouver I was told), Japan, more of Australia (half years trip with a motorhome), Kauai, La Reunion, Azores, Egypt, Chile, Peru, Brazil, Mexico, Scotland, Ireland and more ).
I love travelling by Motorhome or camper, which I did 2 times in Queensland /Australia where I love the rainforests and New Zealand..
I have a caravan in Bosnia for 4 years now at a beautiful mountain lake, love to spend time there too.
I only like to have a short look into big cities (f.e. I did in Bangkok, Prague, Porto, Vienna, Berlin, Hamburg, Venice, Athens, Sarajevo, Melbourne and Cairns in Australia, Christchurch, Strasbourg) , I prefer nature and where are not so much people cause I became more and more sensitive to others energies.
I don' t prefer hotels but better apartments to rent.
Mostly I like an island with the ocean around and with mountains too. Cause I like to walk in the mountains/nature and going swimming.
I like to travel as independant and flexible as possible. Thats why I decided to travel by the camper in New Zealand or by motorhome in Australia.
I love to organize all my trips on my own and not by a travel agency!

What types of books/authors do you enjoy and why?

Oh a lot!
Books with Informations about countries where I travel, about gardening and permaculture, about arts, about technical and spiritual things....
The books of a german man:"ideas instead of trash",poems of Erich Fried and Hermann Hesse, Noah Gordon "Medicus", alternative medical books, Dr. Murphys books, from the Dalai Lama, Anthony Williams with Medical Food and Medical Medium, Eben Alexander with Proof of Heaven, Eckhard Tolle, Deepak Chopra, Neale Walschs Conversations wiith God, Greg Braden, Bruce Lipton, Dr. Joe Dispenza!!!!!, Dr. Klinghardt, Dawson Church, Rupert Sheldrake, Kübler Ross, Ralf Jasinski with his books of Inner Earth, The Anastasia books with the Ringing cedars of Russia! and a lot more....

What/who are some of your favorite movies/films/actors?

The Prophecy of Celestine, Awake, Packing for Mars, Thrive, Matrix, The Secret, The Warrior of Light, Blessing and the spiritual path, and more spiritual movies....
Nachricht von Sam, Philadelphia Experiment, Message in a bottle, die Päpstin, ....

What kind of music moves you?

No go: I call it "brain destroying music" means no haardrock, heavy metal grrr , punk and most of techno music.
The other is good.
And music with fibonacci sequences. As well as plant music.
432 Hz + 528Hz + 963Hz + 852Hz + 639Hz + 1111 Hz music.

Is there anything else you'd like to share?

All of me...with all of you! :-)

What makes you smile?

At first: a smile!
Then good humour, surprises, kisses, hugs, jokes, cabaret,
loving and caring people, empathy,
an allowed intensive view into your eyes and the deepest point of your soul.
when I can change my environment in a better one by being me, spreading what I am
laughing about myself when something went in another way than intended
nature
the crazy ideas of my soul when I have to do once more so unexpected crazy things , hahaha
when the growing cat family on this island or in Bosnia that I am taking care of outside are going with me to the parking place and then start to cry when I am leaving, as well as they attend me there when coming back., as well after months - feeling that I am coming!
Birds concerts (in Australia I was given the nickname BIRDO :-)).
when I can make serious or sad people smile, that gives me an inner smile too.
My nickname in a big worldwide spiritual group is "smiling girl (and also laughing girl) from Germany" and the vietnamese people are mostly greeting me with a big laugh or smile so that I know that was a greeting for me (for those who don´t speak another language to talk to me). That also makes me smile.
Happyness starts in our minds. Every day we have the choice how we feel. So mostly I smile.
laughing when we forgot why we started laughing,
making stupid things
when I start to dance on the road when nobody is expecting it
and .....

What is magic for you?

For example:

When I look into ones eyes and there is nothing more to say cause you feel to be one or you feel the deepest love, the light inside a person.

How animals express their love to me. How they communicate with me ( as well as some trees).

Completely losing the feeling of my body and instead of it feeling the unified energy of 2 persons.

Nonverbal communication.

When my soul wants me to do things I don´t understand but when I did it , it reveals the sense/purpose to me and that it´s everytime so amazing..

How perfect is nature and creation.

WOW: And that you could read my profile to this point!!!
Thanks for visiting me!

And: when WE will meet who we are meant for each other.

What is your favorite song?

I will talk about the last one that really touches me.
It is SEOM with the song SPIRIT.
Here is the link to youtube to listen to.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o406h_ikaCw

And here is my translation from german to english:
SEOM-SPIRIT
Find the power that exists within you
It is your spirit which creates your world
Out of a drop of wisdom is made an ocean
And the most powerful thought is the thought in your heart.
Spirit
Flame the fiery light on dark paths
From thoughts and feelings the power springs from our life
Forgive everyone his guilt, you'll create a pure blessing
To understand everything means to forgive everything
In the quest to find happiness and peace we look outside
We are Looking everywhere yet almost never inside.
Look inside yourself, follow the love and keep the light
It is an antiseptic for mental poison
You hold the light in your hands
For the kingdom of happiness is in one's thinking
It is crucial that good is formed out of your thoughts
Because even a sequoia arises from a seed
Spirit
Find the power that exists within
It is your spirit which creates your world
Out of a drop of wisdom is made an ocean
And the most powerful thought is the thought in your heart.
Spirit
Find the power that exists within
It is your spirit which creates your world
Out of a drop of wisdom is made an ocean
And the most powerful thought is the thought in your heart.
The way to heaven is based on pure trust
Climb to the summit and never dream a little dream
Think big, feel the strength and decide your choice
Then let go. Move mountains and look through the valley
Paint paintings from thoughts and recognize your perfection
Penetrate the shadows of time not yet born
Design great visions, put your foot in the light
Follow yourself and what you are looking for will find you!
The faith in you
Banishes fear and emptiness
Full of Light, full of strength
And creates great works
Even the smallest germ thrives and drifts with power through the earth
The mind creates the matter.
You hold the light in your hands
For the kingdom of happiness is in one's own thinking
It is crucial that good is formed out of your thoughts
Because even a sequoia arises from a seed
Spirit
Find the power that exists within
It is your spirit which creates your world
Out of a drop of wisdom is made an ocean
And the most powerful thought is the thought in your heart.
Spirit
Find the power that exists within
It is your spirit which creates your world
Out of a drop of wisdom is made an ocean
And the most powerful thought is the thought in your heart.
It does not matter if the wind is turning
There are always only the set sails which tell us where it goes
You'll find the way blindly to crates full of gold
Success doesn’t bring you happiness
Yet, happiness brings success
Follow the sky on which you walk and fall
Above all, be yourself
Listen to the silence and awake with all your senses
Find the power that exists within.
You hold the light in your hands
For the kingdom of happiness is in one's own thinking
It is crucial that good is formed out of your thoughts
Because even a sequoia arises from a seed
Spirit
Find the power that exists within
It is your spirit which creates your world
Out of a drop of wisdom is made an ocean
And the most powerful thought is the thought in your heart.
Spirit
Find the power that exists within
It is your spirit which creates your world
Out of a drop of wisdom is made an ocean
And the most powerful thought is the thought in your heart.

THANKS to Greg for the better translation.

Conscious dating instead of a regular dating - what does it mean for you?

Conscious dating is dating from the soul. It is dating from a heart-centered standpoint rather than an ego-centered standpoint. When we date consciously, we move from the inside out. We are motivated not by fear or insecurity but by our innermost needs and values. We look inside at who we are on a soul-level, to the deep and tender reasons why we want what we want and why we've had the dating experiences we've had. Regular dating often works the opposite way. We are expected to close our eyes to our innermost selves and prioritize appearances - beauty, material success, worldly power. In this environment we make decisions based on our anxieties and end up dating people with whom we are not soul-matches. We create unnecessary suffering and reinforce painful, unconscious patterns. Conscious dating is challenging because it is a more vulnerable way to date, but it invites us to be our real selves, to live in our authenticity instead of wearing our comfortable ego-masks. Authenticity is where we find true intimacy and connection.
Why is it so important that we approach dating in this more vulnerable and heart-centered way?
When we approach dating in a vulnerable and heart-centered way, we create space to build real intimacy. We cannot break the patterns caused by trauma, cultural conditioning, or family of origin, which eddy us into unhealthy relationships and/or fear of deep connection without opening ourselves up and naming our feelings. For many this can be a painful process that takes time. It's not easy to step into your heart, but when you do you find enormous freedom there to love yourself for who you are and to love others for who they are. This is real intimacy. There is no more projection of pain and expectation onto the other, only an acceptance of what is. When you're centered in your heart, you are awake. You can see old patterns for what they are and make conscious choices for change and growth.

All the best for you!